over now and everything would be okay. But that was a lie, plus, I couldn't speak anyway.
I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. But there wasn't.
There was nothing we could do. So I just stayed silent and trying to telepathically
communicate how sorry I was about what had happened. And I thought of all the grief
and sadness and fucked up suffering in the world, and it made me want to escape.
I wished with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind.
Rise like two angels in the night and magically... disappear. " Neil